I Know We Will Never Look Back

Uhh.. It's been a while since I've actually posted something new in here so here it goes:

The title's from Everclear's "I Will Buy You a New Life". They're my latest LSS, I guess it's because I picked them up while watching Rockstar at JackTV's Handpicked. That movie was awesome, seriously, I wish I could talk about it with you guys XD

Anyway, I obviously don't have the memory to go with all the things I've done since the last time I blogged, so I'll try to remember as much as possible, whatever I did during the past few weeks.

Alright, so I "got" O.o 4 games this summer, including: Rise of Legends, Far Cry, Unreal Tournament 3, and another one which I forgot. It's gonna 5 now, coz I'm "getting" Final Fantasy X. Yeah, I know, I don't have a PS2 (I has an Xbox), so how can I play that thing? I picked up this thing called an emulator which lets you play console games with your computer. It's awesome, I need it, coz my PS is busted etc etc. It's been awesome playing these games, wish I had more people to discuss it with lol.

uhh.. My sis finally convinced me to sign up to this Youth for Christ Camp at Tagaytay, and after years of trying to drag me along, I finally complied. Honestly, I just went there since It's so fucking hot here, and as it turns out, it's fucking cold there too, especially at night O.o. So yeah.. we met at our main parish church over at Sun Valley and after a while we decided to go into this carpool-convoy combo thing so we could go to Tagaytay. It was pretty cramped, and I think it was a 2-3 hour trip, possibly longer O.o

The road on the way there was kinda similar to the one we took on the way to the grade 7 retreat, lots of same route stuff etc. But when we got there, we had to give out our forms and money to the poeple in charge. After doing that, I met BENE. Turns out that he's a camp facilitator and he'll be sharing with us "participants" (uhh.. YFC for N00b) during one of the talks.

We had this introductory thing, kinda like one of our RHGP activities wherein we made that rotating circle and said random stuff that we had to say. Only this time it was a "U" shape, and we had to introduce ourselves to random people. I think I introduced myself to more girls that guys O.o klolz. after that, we finally ate and did some more random stuff etc etc etc and then slept.

Woke up next morning at around 6 AM since we had to be ready by 7 or something. I went to the shower and it was F-ing cold, it's like taking adip into that arctic or something. Well, at least it woke me up and got me ready for breakfast. after that, we got to "retreat-mode" and started talking about stuff, like in a recollection/retreat thing, only that the speakers were actually within our generation this time. Bene and my sis went over there and talked too O.o Turns out we all turn to God sometime in our lives, which means Braulio might actually have a chance O.o Yeah I know, I sound like a hypocrite, in and out of this blog, don't get me wrong, you guys know nothing about me spiritually (nuff said, unless you wanna know, them IM me XD). There was also this guy who apparently used to be in PBB etc etc etc.. his name was ?Bamz? or something, he's agreat guy, told me the ff for some reason too:

long straight hair = uber patient guy, steady or something like that, ?but can kick ur ass if ticked off?

short curly hair = not so patient, ?long mood swings?

uhh... forgot the other stuff, but that's kinda it O.o

all of that went on for the rest of that day, except when we had lunch, dinner, siesta, etc. and when they would play this hilarious Play about a couple of ?teenagers? that discover Jesus Christ (dubbed JC in the play, ftw XD). ER.. my sis was ?Blaire? Llanto (she's actually Diane, btw) and she played the kikay party person in the play. uhh.. my sister's friend Christian was also there as "Dan" Del Rosario (btw, the surnames of their characters are actually theirs), he's this guy, kinda a mix of an emo, autistic, dvd-obsessed (not that kind), late-reaction, deep thinking guy who often spaces out O.o his part was hilarious. He's a great guy, he's one of my fellow gamer + soccer player guys O.o there was also this social girl, who's nice in the play, only that i don't know her name since it was kinda extra-ish. there was also this guy who was some alcoholic + smokin guy played by this "Jhong" guy, big guy, nice actor, good combo. There's also this guy who played "Chuck", the guy who carries a fridge with him wherever he goes while eating this cupcake (which I tried, even tho it was left there for a day.. pretty good) non-stop. Overall, the play was hilarious, wish you guys were there to see it. But overall, it teaches you that God's an important part in your life etc etc etc.

er.. there's also this guy whose name is Carlo Martin (er.. not me lol), we kinda share a lot in common, disturbingly. I feel like some clone or something, but gladly, he looks a lot like Aga Muhlach. He also seems to be , english speaking, ipod obsessed guy (sound familiar?) Plus, he's also some chick magnet, which speaks well of my future if we somehow have some sort of cosmic out-of-this-world connection O.o

uhh... we also went to Glorietta and stuff. I was >forced? to watch Horton Hears a Who, which wasn't all that bad, it was funny plus I had a jumbo sized blizzard from DQ. we also went aroung buying stuff, in my case, new clothes, which I don't do often lol.

so.. yeah, I've been forgetting to run xfire when I play a game, so don't believe that I still play Perfect World obsessively. I'm on hiatus on it for the fact that it bores me + it's not updated by Levelup! Games that much, which really screws me and my fellow players up. We also went to some pool in Sun Valley, near the moonville gate with my dad's children's choir, since they kinda deserved it after all they've done. We took advantage of it and invited a couple of relatives over to chill. as for me and my sis, we were forced by my dad to go swimming, but hey, it was fun anyway. I seriously expected the pool to be cramped, but considering that the shallow part was just 3 feet or something and the deepest was 18 feet or ?more? my dad's choir members were restricted to the shallow wpart, so me, my sis, and our age group + my dad's age group O.o, were able to have the other half (more like 4/5) of the pool to ourselves.

err.. that's it for now, i'll try to update sooner or later.

Guys, I've been doing my 3d modeling thing again, I'm almost done with modeling my tank, but I still need to get on with texturing it so it'll look more realisitc, so I'm asking and photoshopp-ers there to help me out XD. But hey, here's the progress so far:

*note: still WIP, i'm still gonne finish the turret, don't worry, just give me suggestions/critique etc. and any offers to make this a collaboration project would be nice XD + the colors are TEMPORARY until I find a texture artist or anyone who works with photoshop who is willing to work with me.

er.. the futuristic tank i'm working on:
MBT-Greatsword (working name)
the blue stuff at the front are the frontal shields, kinda energy-ish. I thought it would be cool. but the tempory colors kinda make it look plain, but hey, textures would fix that.



Yeah I know what you're thinking, the ass right? just thought it'd be fun lol.

I've been thinking a lot lately, it's like I don't even know who I am anymore. It kinda started on the last regular schoolday. It's like someone or something's missing that used to drive me. Any help guys? I need someone to talk to. anyway, cheers.

3D Artiste
~ ۞ Carlo